this is the day...

I'm so much in love with my husband, thankful and happy to have a healthy baby. Giving birth to my first baby is the happiest moment of my life. It maybe painful during the labor but it was worth it seeing her in my arms. Hearing my baby laughs today is the 100% interest I've earn. Having a baby is expensive, you have to buy new clothes, diaper, vitamins, have vaccines but it's nothing when you see her grows and smiles while looking at you.

At first I was worried how would I take care of my little angel. But days went on and I get used to hold my tiny baby.

Now she’s turning 3 months on April 1^st, time flies so fast. And I’m enjoying everyday I spent with her, although I can only have her at night after work and on weekends. That’s why I make sure that I’m the one who’ll attend to all her needs during these times.

Hindi ako natutuwa kapag may nahuhuling drug pusher...

    ...kasi hindi sila ang dapat na hinuhuli kundi yong mismong kinukunan nila. Ok nahuli nga sila, yon bang pinagkukunan nila titigil na dahil nahuli yong tulak nya? Di ba hindi, kundi kukuha sya ng bagong tulak at yun tuloy ang operasyon.

Itong mga magigiting nating pulis ay tuwang tuwa na makahuli ng mga "malalaking pusher" na kung tutuusin eh tungaw lang naman dahil ang "malaki" talaga ay ang drug lord, tama ba? Bakit kaya hindi nila hulihin ang mga drug lord na to at hindi yung mga pusher. Kung walang drug lord, walang pusher, tama ba?

Sana lang next time naman na makanood ako ng news eh drug lord naman ang ibalitang nahuli nila at hindi lang pusher. Tungaw lang po ang pusher at hindi sila malaking isda gaya ng sinasabi ng otoridad. Sana magising na sila sa katotohanan. Wag yang mga pusher at pag-initan nyo.

it's a baby girl

Again! After losing our first baby girl God gave us a new baby girl. her name is Mharcela Sundae as what I've said in my first post. I thought it would be a baby boy because many told me so. But when the doctor put the device in my tummy, "it's a girl," her intro. I can't believe but it was, and I was so happy, si hubby medyo disappointed kasi he really expect a baby boy, but he's happy pa rin kasi.

It's my 27th week, few more weeks to go and we can hug and kiss her. Can't wait! Honestly I still don't know how to be a mother to her. I know eventually I will learn, my super nanay is always there for me and will with us when I came back to Manila after giving birth at my hometown. I prefer to gave birth in Lopez because she's there.

Ang iniisip ko na lang eh pano ang pag-iri..haha!

Well, I know God will always be there for us. I trust everything on HIM.