Back to me

I don't know what to write, I just feel like blogging today. My Sundae went to Lopez (Quezon Province, our hometown, Canda Ibaba in particular) 2 days ago. Yes life is easy without her, I don't have to wake up in the evening to check on her, no need to wake up early to prepare her food before I start my routine to work. BUT, going home without her, her smile, talks, her face, everything about her, feels so blue.

Two days without her is like a year long. She'll be back on the 19th, 8 days is like a decade. =(

Growing Sundae

Before my Sundae reaches here 7th month, she was able to hold finger food - biscuits, french fries, water stick. She gets mad when she can bite it anymore because she has eaten the part that is visible and she's holding a only small part. She will bite her hand and will cry if she didn't get any.

Sundae on her 7th month

Today is my Sundae's 7th natal month. At her age, she already knows what she want. If she's holding things-toy or food, I must not get it from her or else she will cry, out loud, with tears. She can hold tightly and transfer it from one hand to another. I was really amaze of each development I saw in her. She also wants new toys, she often played her toys now. Made she's sick of it..hehe, that's why she gets Yuan's toys the other day.

She's starting to walk with Nanay's help, I'm super excited to see her walk alone.

I shine!

There are times I'm strong, patient, understanding, often times I get angry. I can say words you not want to hear and acts you may not want to see. Not all times in my life I know how to control my anger, at times I got mad, I'm insensitive, I will say and act everything I want to. And later realize how stupid my act was.

And then, it would lead me to say sorry for what I've done. It's so stupid but at least I let go of everything I kept and it makes me feel well. I hope you too, understand me when I'm at this mood. Please extend your patient.